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Sunday, 23 September 2018

BoS Prompt 23: Where and What Supplies to buy!


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Prompt 23. Sunday 23rd September 2018 - The 23rd prompt will be..  Where and What Supplies to buy!


Supplies I’m back!  I mean surprise!!  But this particular blog entry is going to be about Supplies..  What I use and where I get it from..!!  And perhaps even why!!

Full disclaimer 1.  You absolutely do not need to buy anything to practice Magick, Witchcraft, any form of Paganism such as Wicca, Druidry, Shamanism etc.  These are all Earth Based Religions / Practices / Faiths etc meaning that our ancestors wouldn’t have gone out and purchased their tools and supplies; in fact most of them couldn’t afford to!  Supplies were picked and grown from our lands while tools would have been shaped, carved and created from trees, bone, antler, clay etc.   Although granted some would have been traded or purchased.  - I am in no way encouraging you to spend money.  2. I’m from England UK and so I will try and reference international sources but keep that in mind.

I have been asked by a few people on Facebook, Instagram and a few other Social Media haunts as to where I get my supplies from..  What I use, how I got my Altar and how I have accumulated so much stuff…  Do I use it all?  Absolutely not!  But I’m a creature of hoarding, collecting and materialistic things – especially if I can find them very inexpensively, make them myself or support independent businesses.  - Though I am no stranger to chain stores etc either.

Since magick is all around us everywhere and in everything we are not restricted to how we practice nor what we use..  Although that said let's take a look at some of the more common tools and supplies aka the "basics"?!!

First I'll look at more stereotypical witchy items and then Wiccan and then a few other general items you may wish to practice with..  

So when we think of witches aside from the typical crooked nose, warts and green skin we also picture the conical hat, besom (or broom as it's more commonly known), a cat or other witches familiar, spell book, cauldron and perhaps a few other noticeables such as a black cloak or cape, potion bottles, spell ingredients such as frogs legs and eye of newt etc.  So let's break down some of these more stereotypical witches items; though while I can't do much for your completion I'm sure there's some interesting makeup or special fx gurus on youtube who will aid you in the tips and tricks of cosmology..  So let's look at the more material things shall we.. 
Besom/Broom:  The besom as I said a besom is more commonly known as a broom or a witch's broom.  These items are much more symbolic or for metaphysical use than literally functional.  They are very much traditionally made brooms made for sweeping though these brooms are more for sweeping away negative energies and to cleanse a space spiritually /magickally / metaphysically than it is for literally sweeping dirt.  (SPOILERS!) Besoms/brooms are also noted as the witch’s mode of transport however I don't personally know any that actually fly!!   Besoms can also be purchased around Halloween, at specialist stores including Etsy.com and some antique shops or made yourself – I made mine from upcycled Poundland Halloween costume props and a large fallen branch I obtained in the woods.  Besoms are also incorporated into some wedding or handfasting ceremonies and/or ritualistic dance and traditions.
Cat/Familiar:   A cat or other witches familiar I have done a blog covering this so will link it HERE.  Essentially a pet that chooses you and lends its energies to you and your workings among other things.
Cauldron:  While having a cauldron is nice it's also not necessary at all.  Cauldrons were the cooking pots of the day.  If you think of a big pot of stew bubbling over an open fire then that was how food would have been cooked back in the day.  Today our traditions would be the equivalent to a pan on a stove.  Cauldrons / cooking pots and pans would be used to brew tea, potions, ointments, medicines etc..  As well as cooking food or preparing ingredients.  While it's not impossible to find cauldrons you're definitely going to pay a pretty penny especially for a heavy cast iron one.  I myself have quite a few small ceramic, brass and cast iron cauldrons which I believe I purchased them all from ebay.  Again second hand shops / charity shops / thrift stores around Halloween, Antiques places, car boots (or yard sales for our international friends) are just a few places to look.  Equally as mentioned a cauldron is not essential any heatproof cooking pan will suffice and even better if it has a lid.  I even know some people who use oil burners or fondue sets and again I have both.
Witches Hat:  The conical hat is a pointed hat worn in many styles, fabrics and traditions  throughout the ages however one belief of the witch is that it was believed that energies would manifest almost like a lighting conductor and be attracted and conducted as they hit the point of the hat and then be magnified as they’re protruded down the cone shape to the brim which then expels down into the witch surrounding her in an invisible cylinder of energies.  Conical hats are not terribly difficult to make even out of paper although typically they're made of stiff fabric.  They're also not terribly expensive to buy especially around Halloween where a cheap one could be purchased for use or even altered to adorn other elements and be customised to his or her tastes (as said Witches can be male or female).  I actually stole mine from my kid Sisters Halloween costume some 4 years or so ago since she was throwing it out.  I believe originally it was purchased from Wilkos for a few pounds or even Poundland. 
Cloak/Cape/Robes:   A cloak or cape can easily be made or purchased at places such as eBay which is where I got mine.  This is much more ceremonial or symbolic.  Part of the attire almost like a uniform however not essential nor important.  The colour(s) may also be symbolic or carry values.  I did a blog on some colour correspondences HERE.  Alternatively some practices are done Skyclad (naked).
Bottles/Jars/Vials/Containers:   Potion bottles themselves are easy to come by depending on type, size, colour etc Pound shops, wilkos, ikea carry them but see second hand / charity shops / thrift stores.  Also check out crafting sections of chain stores, craft shops or repurpose other bottles or food containers, again ebay, etsy, aliexpress etc and then fill the empty bottles / veils etc with your desired supplies, potions, poisons, tinctures, specimens, oils etc..
Spellbooks:   Spellbooks can be purchased from specialist shops, book shops, ebay, amazon etc or even passed down.  The majority of my books, including my spell books, came from ebay.co.uk as I'm no stranger to second hand goods especially when you apply the three C's (cleanse, consecrate and charge). Book of Shadows or Grimoires are typically made yourself or handed down.
Spell Ingredients:   Spell ingredients such as herbs, spices, resins, bark etc can be purchased from specialist shops, food/grocery shops/stores, spice shops, herbalist shops etc etc they can also be home grown, traded, harvested from the wild etc  -  I also want to point out that back in days of old when spells used 'wing of bat' and 'tongue if dog', 'eye of newt' etc these were nicknames given to herbs a lot of these herbs we still use today check out this website for some of those more obscure old world names HERE.  


In Wicca on a Wiccan altar you have a god and goddess side.  Typically the altar will be also split into element representative quarters.  There are a few set ways of laying out an altar and the items which should be upon it for use in various workings, rituals, spells, etc..  However the silver rule of do what feels right to you strongly applies here.
Altar:   An altar can be made in any space.  Traditionally this would be wooden like a wood table - this is an earth based connection.  However some of use, like myself, get a little more creative with our secret shoebox altars or our grand room dedicated spaces, our inconspicuous shelves etc..  I myself have a glass display cabinet for the simple reason my cats (or my cat and my familiar) like to get into everything!!  Altars can be created and altered from many mundane items; purchased or sourced for free preloved / second hand or new from places like Ikea, Argos and other furniture sellers.  Feel free to get inspiration here: http://fuckyeahaltars.tumblr.com/

Altar Cloth:  Said altar would usually be covered with an altar cloth (but not always) - this is both for protection and also the colour of the cloth or any pattern can be symbolic to the season, dedication, user, path etc.  I have a piece of black velvet which works nicely as simple and Gothy looking.  Other ideas are off cuts of fabric, scarves, tapestries, shawls, blankets, towels, prayer mats, table mats, ceramic tile, cushion covers, chopping board etc..

Athame:   An athame (athame is pronounced as 'a thor may') it is a ritualistic or ceremonial knife. This knife is not for cutting physical objects.  Traditionally black handled double edged blade that doesn't have to be metal if can be carved wood, bone, antler or stone even plastic if you so wish. It is used to direct energy, cast/recalling circles and cut metaphysical or energy ties.  This is dominantly a male/masculine object.  Personally my athame isn't black handled its pink handled, double edged letter opener I got on ebay.

Bell:   Bells are used for many a purpose from clearing negative or bad energies, dismissing of spirits or elementals, cleansing, as a signifier to starting/ending working/spell/prayer/ritual etc or as a representation of the element air.  A bell is a feminine object. I personally don't have a bell.  I do however have some thumb symbols, a singing bowl and a few other high frequency sounding items.  None of which are on my altar top.

Besom/Broom: I've already covered ^.
Boline:  Another kind of knife is a boline this is a curved blade almost like a small scythe.  They're typically very sharp and are used for cutting herbs or engraving candles.  I got a carpet cutting tool on ebay with a curved blade and wooden handle.
Candles:  I have a fair few blogs about candles including types of candle and candle colours.  Typically any white candle can be used in place of a colour.  Candles can be a shape or type to represent the working/ritual/spell etc or be engraved.  They can be anointed with oils or herbs.  I typically get my chime/spell/wish (birthday)/Hanukkah candles from ebay, tea light candles from Wilkos and any time I see a great deal on candles I get them plus I also make them myself such as my skull candles, votive and other specialist candles.  In Wicca candles are used to represent the god (usually gold, red or black) and the goddess (usually silver, green or white).  They can also be used to represent the elements or mark the quarters, spirit, as a working candle, fire etc.  Fire is a male item.
Chalice/Cup:   A Chalice or Cup has multi functional properties firstly it is a feminine object as its represented as the womb.  It is a ceremonial object in which wine or water (or other liquids) can be poured and shared with the divine, spirit, deceased etc as an offering.  It can be as simple as a cup or glass or as complicated as a forged goblet or chalice.
Cauldron:  I've already covered ^.
Dishes:   Dishes as I mentioned before about various dishes and such forth some are for specific tasks such as a libation dish which is typically a small bowl, dish or cup/chalice that is used to place offerings in (see my blog post on offerings HERE). 
Divine / God and Goddess representation:   You may wish to get some figures, sculptures, pictures or some other representation. You may also want to do this with ancestors, spirits, demons, angels, symbolism of people etc. I myself have a wooden male and female sculpture I use to represent male and female. Again purchased from ebay. I also have some crow figures as one of my goddesses is The Morrigan.  - The Divine lives in all things!
Feathers:   Feathers are a representation of air and also of angels.  Feathers can be obtained from parks/woods or craft stores.  Be aware that some countries such as America it is illegal to own animal parts including bird feathers.
Mortar and Pestle:  A Mortar and Pestle set is used for grinding ingredients these can be obtained in the as mentioned shops.
Pentacle or Pentagram Altar Tile:   A Pentacle or Pentagram this is another symbol which I've covered in many blogs so click HERE for more information.  However in Wicca typically a Pentacle/Pentagram would be used as the centre of the altar.  I myself have a white wall tile with a silver and black Pentacle drinks coaster on top.  The tile I had laying around but the coaster was from ebay..
Salt/Salt Water:   Salt / Salt Water is pretty self explanatory.  There's various salts from sea salt to Himalayan pink rock salt and epsom salt.  Salt is pretty much used as purification among other things.  It can be used as a representation of water.
Spellbooks:   I've already covered ^.  

Sword/Dagger:   Some people also like to have swords or daggers as part of their arsenal of tools though this lends itself more towards weapons.  - I personally haven't looked into this however.

Stones/Crystals:   Stones or crystals can be used for many of their metaphysical or magickal properties.

Wand:   A wand can be used instead of an athame.  Typically this will be a wooden stick.  Tree associations and properties are usually used here.  Alternatively crystal wands (and their properties), clay or even your index finger or dominant hand will suffice.  I made my wand for more information on this go HERE.
Working book:   Some people like to have a separate notebook for their planning which they copy finalised and successful recipes etc into their Book of Shadows / Grimoires later.
Working knife:  Working knife unlike the athame this is used to cut, carve, chop, draw, engrave etc it's a multi tool knife.  Traditionally this knife would be white handled.  I myself have a penknife as my working knife which I believe I got from an army stall on a market.



I hope that gives you some ideas of things you'd like to obtain.  Most ritualistic tools while dedicated to one's craft would still be made from mundane items; as said a lot of things traditionally would have been made from found objects gathered from nature including a lot of clay sculpted, wood carved or woven creations etc.   Wands would have been carved from sticks and knives from sticks, branches, bone, antler etc.  Even mortar and pestle would have been a rock and a bigger rock or stone surface.  Incense would have been made from scratch ingredients (plants, resins, bark etc).   A lot of herbs, resins, bark etc would have been picked fresh and dried then stored for use.  Today we're lucky in that we can pop to most grocery stores to find basic herbs; pre-dried and bottled ready for our use.  Specialist shops inc ebay and etsy sellers may carry more obscure items. - I also recommend keeping your magickal and cooking supplies separate just encase!!
Other things you might like to buy are more personal to the user such as jewellery pieces especially those which are amulets, talismans, trinkets etc (I did a blog on these and what's the difference between them HERE).  Of course you can make your own or purchase them.  Mine are a mixture of what I made myself and inexpensive AliExpress jewellery.  This then falls into our curio items (curiosities); so unusual and obscure items like skulls, taxidermy, legs, wings etc..  Which is usually more for decor purposes than functional in modern day practices.  You may also want to buy, alter or make trinket boxes, dishes, drawstring bags, silk cloths etc..  Or other items such as dreamcatchers, evil eyes, wards, signs, wall hangings, windchimes, suncatchers etc
And of course not forgetting all the different kinds of divination tools..  I've written about Divination and some Divination Tools such as Tarot Cards, Dowsing Pendulums and Scrying Mirrors HERE.  I'd like to point out how you can draw or print your own tarot cards / oracle cards / fortune cards / sigil cards / angel cards / iChing cards / rune cards etc etc..  Likewise you can sculpt with clay or engrave wood, stone, bone, antler etc to make your own rune set be it Elder Futhark Runes, Witches Runes or some other Runic set. You can very easily make a Dowsing Pendulum, Crystal Grid, etc, you can make your own Spirit Dice (or do as I did and repurpose a boggle set!) etc.  Again you can scry into a bowl of water, paint the back of picture glass to make your own black mirror or use a number of other items.  You can make your own ouija board.  Tasseography / tea leaf reading can be done in almost any cup.  You're not limited to spending a fortune on premade divination tools and items.. 
You may also want to purchase or make notebooks, diaries or journals for recording experiences such as spells, rituals, dreams, communications etc. 


Next weeks blog is going to be about sourcing supplies / tools / materials for free / very cheap as a "Practice for the budget/broke practitioner!" plus it will include some completely free practices which really work and cost nothing to do!!


Activity..

  • Look at ways to make your own supplies.
  • Buy a herb plant.

Book Activity..

  • (Optional) Copy down any information from above you think you will find useful.. and/or any further information you find out.

Interact with me Activity..


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Next Blog: Sunday September 30th's BoS Prompt:  Real Dangers of Stones, Herbs and Essential Oils!

Sunday, 29 April 2018

BoS Prompt 22: Shadow Work / Self Love




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Prompt 22. Sunday 29th April 2018 - The 22nd prompt will be..  
 Shadow Work / Self Love

Following the success of the last 2 blogs regarding getting you practicing magick by – “Breaking the fear of practicing & writing your own workings.” and also “Magickal Housekeeping And Everyday Practical Magick.” Both aimed at newer practitioners especially those still in the closet.  Today’s blog is about ‘Shadow Work’, a term which most people shy away from as it sounds dark possibly even evil and not this airy fairy “light” magick everyone seeks to attain to be “good”.  Well I’m here to tell you you’re wrong (and a little bit right)..!  Today’s blog is open to the world it’s not necessarily Witchy or Pagan based at all but leans more towards mental health!  - I’m striving to prove that even the most mundane of people do magickal acts without even realising like that morning ritual of a brew or their get home after work routine.  Mental health is no joke and hopefully we can touch on some points here to help improve everyone’s path in life..  And raise awareness.  Everyone has been through something and it's those something we're looking to explore starting here today!!

Shadow Work.

First of all what is the shadow?  Well the Shadow is the 'dark side' of our personalities, our character, ourselves even our personas (that we put on as a show for others).  It's those primal primitive instincts and negative emotions and reactions.  It is our very core self that we suppress into the darker corners of our inner selves. 

What is Shadow Work?  It’s basically us looking at those deeper darker aspects of ourselves in order to understand ourselves and perhaps evolve and improve ourselves on all levels including mentally and physically.  It is literally looking at those parts of us we have buried deep down, locked away in the back of our minds, that be push down, suppress and burry all being brought out into the light and being exposed and explored, being unpicked and unravelled to really see if we can get a better handle on what makes us tick, what drives us, what is that darker side of our character that we hide away (almost like we’re Dr.Jekyll and we’re looking at the Mr.Hyde parts of ourselves or in some cases vice versa).

Shadow Working is usually done in the darker aspects of the year typically mid-late Autumn (Fall) through to early Spring time; although of course it can be practiced all year round.   In fact I prefer to do it mid-late Spring through to early Autumn (Fall) simply because the sun helps keeps me positive and balanced and is the light when I try to cope with the dark.

So how is it we even have a darker self?  Well this inner self that's hiding in the shadows of our very being is caused by suppressed thoughts, emotions, actions..  Most of us dwell upon being seen in the most positive light and so our personalities, our interests, hobbies, self-image, the things we do and say etc..  We craved to be well liked and respected even loved and desired!  We have learnt that society prefers the most beautiful, the perfect and well-loved forms and so we take all the negative aspects and hide them away..  We cover our imperfections with makeup, body flattering clothing, locked journals, secrets behind closed doors..  We suppress the bad as we’ve always been taught from birth the difference between right and wrong and it's those wrong parts that we hide in our shadows that eat away at us.  We were taught certain behaviours are not acceptable nor tolerated such as crying or throwing a tantrum because you can’t get your own way being met with a firm hand to the backside or weeks of being grounded in our rooms with no niceties which we want so we learn not to cry or throw tantrums even though we want too.  – On this note I'm definitely not saying to go out and murder some people, rape, steal, or do other unspeakable things or act of terrorism.  What I'm saying is to explore why you feel you want to do those things to relieve yourself of them, get a better understanding of why you think and feel those things in the first place so that you can deal with and defeat them and overcome those feelings not just burry them inside ourselves.  Shadow work is also what can be explored through various forms of counselling and therapies, with trusted friends/family or alone by ourselves.  Thought it's important to note that you shouldn’t go into this lightly or jump in with both feet to the very deepest parts alone.  Everyone has their own demons and you need to be able to be in control so as not to endanger yourself and/or others.

However if done correctly it's nothing to be feared!!  Exploring your shadow can lead to a much better fulfilled life of self-worth, wellbeing, creativity, energy, happiness, personal awakening, personal power and development..  It can truly open our eyes to see who our friends are and the people who don't add value to our lives (ie the people who leech off of you and just take).  It can open your eyes to understand anger issues, depression, anxiety, other suppressed emotions, feelings and values.  It can help you to be the best you on all levels.  But it’s not some miracle that’s going to fix years of torture, torment, negativity, depression, medical conditions especially in mental health but it will help you on the road to recovery..

Speaking of the dangers though..  In some cases the shadow part lashes out consciously or subconsciously which then leads to people who do more wrong because they don’t know how to control or can no longer continue to suppress and that’s when the bad things happen.  This is when you get those over all bad eggs.  Throughout history when you look at every serial killer, psycho or sociopath the majority of them when you look at their past clearly have a tormented history.  Even those who had it all: perfect parents, friends, money it was not enough!  And in some circumstances was even the cause of their downfall being that one day they just snapped.  Or some psychotic break is made which is when we delve into schizophrenia and other psychological takeovers.  – So while exploration can be dangerous it could be equally or more so dangerous not to explore those hidden depths.  Which again brings us back to the Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde situation where Jekyll being the well-respected Doctor who was all round good but couldn’t control the Hyde aspect who was definitely not ‘good’ or lived up to Jekyll’s idealistic morals.

By now you’re probably on the fence torn between wanting to explore that inner self, the inner child, those suppressed memories and feelings to become a better all-round person and also not wanting to become some psycho killer, rapist, narcissists, depressed loser, suicidal maniac.. 

So let’s look at some of the benefits of doing Shadow Work.  Improved mental and physical health and wellbeing - accepting ourselves inc' ache, scares, weight, love handles, limp, hunch etc etc..  It's all a part of you and if people can't accept that of you they're not real friends or people you should strive to keep in your life.  Speaking of..  It also improves your relationships..  You're able to not envy others and be your own person and in turn strive to achieve as opposed to that living in everyone else's shadow of never being as good as or better than X person.  In turn this true self-confidence will win you better relationships.  And also help you see that even those perfect people are suppressing a lot within their inner shadows.  Plus dealing with your issues helps you all round.  You're able to truly know yourself and your passions the things you like and be able to do them as opposed to that fear that was holding you back.  So untimely more self-confidence and able to be your own person and not live up to other people’s expectations or even criticisms..  The list of positivity is endless..


Regardless of how magickal or mundane you are doing the following will greatly improve your Shadow Working experience:


1.  Center yourself, it's important before engaging in shadow work be be well balanced and centered.  With a positive outlook - which is one of the reasons I prefer to work in the summer times as the light literally helps to pull me out of the dark.  Being calm, open minded and in a neutral or safe space literally and figuratively.  Sometimes prior knowledge in Mindfulness is helpful here too alongside meditation and/or grounding in order to be centered and balanced.


2. True awareness is important as it is important to know the difference between who you are NOW and what you feel and who you were and what you felt.  It's important to be aware as we look at self-reflection to remain outside and observe than to get pulled back in to those emotions, feeling, thoughts, behaviours and actions.


3. Have respectful empathy for yourself and self-compassion as you're going to be digging up some deep dark emotions; some of which may be a little harder to forgive or accept than others but it's important to show yourself the compassion and kindness to keep positive while dealing with these negative emotions.  Accept that you're only human.


4. Will power and courage to accept and deal with what was in order to improve and change what is.  It's often very uncomfortable looking at who we were regardless of if you're looking at the abused child, yobful youth, bolshy teenager, young delinquent, misguided young adult, that snobby rich kid, the school bully or one being bullied, that anxious vulnerable child, the shy bookworm, or the person you were yesterday!  Reality is it might not actually be as pretty as you think!


5. Honesty and realism.  If you go into this thinking you don't need to change you're perfect the way you are and you had an amazing life.  Maybe this isn't for you..  If you're seriously truly happy then perhaps the skeletons in your closet and demons under your bed are perhaps best left alone; at least for now.  But if you truly want to improve your life no matter who you are or where you're at then being honest and real with yourself is very important.  - Own your shit!


6. The actual practice of Shadow Work.  It's important to write everything down, in fact some of the best practices are to just write and write and write until your hand bleeds - write everything and anything; don't think just do.  Then read back and highlight or underline anything you feel that stands out.  - I know for a fact there's some YouTube prompt videos out there which may help if you struggle with this exercise.  But record everything in writing.  Or read over some of them journal and make notes on anything you feel you want to revisit.  Don't try unpicking the deepest darkest manifestations start on the outside with the little things.  Other exercises may be to mind map thoughts and triggers write them down on paper.  Or create a moodboard of images you feel represent those things lurking in your shadows.


7.  Detach!  Sometimes it's important to detach yourself from these aspects so you can truly deal with them.  Think of it more of you're helping a friend with their problems..  What would you say to them?  Now apply this to yourself..  Sometimes it's simply easier to deal if we detach ourself but remember we have to reattach ourselves in order to progress after process.




This blog post particularly hasn't been aimed at the witchy/pagan community persay.  However I found this practice to be helpful to us all.  It's something I encourage everyone to do.  For more information an amazing magickal UK YouTuber who talks about shadow work a lot is Kelly-Ann Maddox. 




Self-love.

Yes the title of this blog also mentions self love, well if you haven't got that from the shadow working part then I thought I'd inject (here) some information on why we would practice self love!!

Self-love is important aspect but one a lot of us find very hard to do.  Through Shadow Workings this can be achieved but it can also be achieved in many other ways including to just decide to be confident, love yourself and strive to only have the best.  I'm not necessarily talking about having better material things, job, skills or education than the person next to you but to strive to have those things not to be better than anyone other than yourself.  It's a long and difficult road for some (especially those like myself that struggle with depression, anxieties and/or medical impairments) but it's not impossible.  I look at some amazing people in the witchy and mundane communities who use their downfalls as their unique positivities to enrich their lives and love themselves.  You'll no doubt at some point in your life hear people say "How can you expect someone to love you if you don't love yourself first?" 


So these are some of the parting food for thought I pass onto you.  Next week is the conclusion to this Book of Shadows blog prompts series.  At this time I am considering bringing this series back come winter-ish time however anything can happen between now and then so I make no promises.



Activity..

  • Practice.

Book Activity..

  • (Optional) Copy down any information from above you think you will find useful.. and/or any further information you find out.

Interact with me Activity..


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Sunday April 29th's BoS Prompts Part 1 Conclusion.





Sunday, 15 April 2018

BoS Prompt 20: Breaking the fear of practicing & writing your own workings.



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Prompt 20. Sunday 14th April 2018 - The 20th prompt will be..  
Breaking the fear of practicing & writing your own workings.


Following up from last weeks blog post about ‘starting to learn Herbs and stones’ I decided to make this weeks post about writing your own spells and next weeks post about breaking the fear of practicing.  The more I thought about this the more I felt it was really one in the same blog as the two go hand in hand along with obviously practicing other people’s workings.

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For the sake of this blog post when I say “working” or “workings” I am referring to any spell, ritual, prayer, meditation, enchantment, psychic ability, magickal act etc etc any act of magick or craft etc..

How I got started and broke my fear.. So let us start with breaking the fear of practicing or indeed where to start!  For me when people ask how long I’ve been a Witch/Pagan usually I answer with something like 14-16 years (I’m 29 now).  The reason for this is that I’ve actually been practicing some form of Witchcraft / Pagan Practice / Spiritual Life all of my life but it wasn’t until I was 13 that I discovered the things I did actually have a name, I belong to a group of people and that witchcraft is actually a real thing..!  But I only found my confidence and came out of myself (not out of the broom closet until I was 25) and I was able to practice..
So I started studying, learning about witch history..  Learning about what real life witches do, the occult, how it’s not Satanism, how you can even still be a Christian in this day and age.  This was a happy accident I discovered while researching about paranormal so of course those studies continued too and then developed and went on Paganism or more specifically Wicca.  
For the first 2-3 years from 13 - 15/16 I became scared to practice, now armed with my new knowledge I worried too much that something bad would happen, something would go wrong, I was doing these acts for more selfish reason and such forth.  I had purchased a few tools and items.. (I was very lucky at that time as I lived in a town that had more Antique Shops, Thrift Stores, Junk Yards and Flea Markets than regular shops!!)  My Grandmother bought me my first Tarot deck and while I’d never been allowed to light candles I certainly had a large collection along with other trinkets, knickknacks and things.  Eventually circumstances saw that just before my 16th Birthday I ended up leaving my Dads house and that town and moving to live with my Grandparents.  I was back with my old friends at my old hang outs and indeed met new friends too.  One particular new friend was very much into the practice himself, or some much darker and twisted version of it, and he took it upon himself to get me out of my comfort zone and start practicing..  (While our friendship wasn’t long lasting for other reasons, mostly that I became busy with college, voluntary job and an actual job..  Plus my best friend broke up with him and it was just awkward - it’s definitely part of my foundation getting over my fear to be able to be so open about it all now!)
Some believe that you need to be initiated by another into the craft whereas others say if you follow X you can initiate yourself; which is more or less what I did..  During my 2nd-4th year I did some initiation online courses and then much later on in I believe 2014/15 initiated myself following my officially coming out the broom closet  announcement by following and practicing Timothy Roderick's book - 'Wicca: A Year and a Day: 366 Days of Spiritual Practice in the Craft of the Wise' ..which I'll mention more about further down this blog post..  But YouTuber DragonFeather369 has some amazing videos on that book.
Yes when I practice (even now) sometimes I feel really stupid, self-conscious, nervous, shy, weirded out, worried people can hear/see me etc..  But that's the same with almost anything I know I'm like that when making YouTube videos regardless of if the content is planners, magickal, arts and crafts or something else entirely. Same with gaming around guys I like or people I want to impress (I like to think I'm good but worry they'll judge me if I mess up!) But don't worry..  It's ok a lot of people talk to themselves and even more talk to their pets and some even talk to their plants.  You can always pretend you were on the phone and/or work in a more secretive place ie late at night or when you're home alone.  Work in whispers or not aloud!  Next week I will talk about Magickal Housekeeping and Everyday Practical Magick which is more aimed for those who want to practice but are still in the broom closet because of family, friends, religion, society or some other reason.  But for those of us out and proud and shouting from the mountain tops it's still good practices to keep. Keep going and you'll get there..  I promise.

My recommendations will always be study / research first then practice; practice may never be perfect but you’ll definitely learn and grow.  So I figured within this series by now we have learnt a lot about ourselves, about how to cleanse,consecrate and charge and indeed why that is something we would do with newly bought items first or second hand.  We have learnt about The Pentacle / Pentagram meaning & The 4 Elements: Earth, Air, Fire, Water (plus the firth Spirit).  About The Tree of Life, Grounding, Meditation And Prayer.  We learnt about The Sabbats & Wheel of The Year.  Plus some stuff about The Moon including planting by the moon, moon gardens and Esbats.  We learnt a little bit about Enlightenment & Deity (Gods and Goddesses).  We learnt about Zodiac signs (birth signs) and their properties.  We learnt a little bit about using Herbs, Oils and Stones plus tinctures and more.. Using Colours in our workings and coloured candles (with a mention about an old blog post on Candles I wrote last year which can be found: HERE).  We looked at Intuitive, Empath & Clair's Psychic abilities.  We looked a little more closely at some types of Runes, Symbols, Sigils & Cyphers and the use of Alphabet within them.  We studied about Spirit guides, Spirit animals & Totem animals & Familiars and also their differences.  We started looking a little more at hands on practice with Protection, Repel and Banish Workings.  Furthermore we looked at Amulets, Talismans & Charms.  We looked at gratitude and respect with Deity Offerings & Fae Offerings which really could be lent to any aspect of Nature Offerings & Elemental Offerings etc.  We took things back to basics with a little knowledge on types of Witches / About Witches blog post and followed that up with exploring types of Divination.  We continued our in-depth learning last week with starting to learn Stones & Herbs etc.. blog and so really we’ve been on one crazy ride this last 22 weeks or so, not forgetting my prior 5 part mini-series that inspired it all on how to literally create a Book of Shadows. Part 1. Finding your Book of Shadows / Grimoire etc.  Part 2. Breaking in your Book of Shadows / Grimoire etc.  Part 3. What to write in your Book of Shadows/ Grimoire etc.  Part 4. What to add(visually) to your Book of Shadows / Grimoire etc.  Part 5. When should we be adding to our Book of Shadows / Grimoire etc..

So after all of that we are definitely ready to start practicing and writing our own workings.  Starting is always scary breaking that fear of ‘what if’ and the glass is half empty.  Take the leap of faith and always do what feels right to you.  Never fear asking for help.  Another thing I’ve learnt is that this is a never ending pool of knowledge.  There’s so many religions and faiths and spiritualities – Which is why now I feel me saying I’m Eclectic Wiccan is more just Eclectic or Eclectic Pagan perhaps since while I do keep the Wiccan Religious side mostly but lean towards my own kind of craft with elements from all walks of life.  Plus I absolutely love to read / hear different people’s opinions and takes on the same subjects. – geek!

..But you’re not here to listen to me babble on about myself..  So lets us break into the next phase for anyone who isn’t there and for anyone who is, you may even learn something or just refresh some of them baby steps.

So shake off the fear..  First of all fearing something, doubting something, disbelief in something..  Nothing’s going to work for you!!  If you enter into a magickal working thinking this is a load of old codswallop, it’s clearly fake and this is a load of cow dung.  Guess what..  It’s not going to work!!  You’re right!!  Congratulations!!   But it’s as Roald Dahl said “Those who don’t believe in Magic will never find it!”  You have to at least believe in the idea or want to believe!  As Jack Skeleton said “Just because I cannot see it doesn’t mean I can’t believe it!”  and so enjoy this amazing unique and wonderful journey and remember as Tolkien said "Not all who wander are lost!" So go in with an open heart and an open mind and see what comes to you..

Ok let's say you believe..  But how does this work?  Right..  I’m going to be honest with you and tell you how I feel it works (other people will have various opinions).  For me I feel that you have a hope, a wish, a dream, a desire..  Something you’re longing for (not destined as that’s a whole other thing) but something you want.  For you..  For others..  Be mindful of being careful what you wish for, the Wiccan Rede Rule of “Harm none, do as ye will” (do what you like as long as you don’t hurt anyone, that includes yourself).  Or other rules like three fold law, karma and such forth.  Just do good things with good intentions and then read about the rest later.  So for me I feel that setting your intention for what you want and spending time creating that working, setting up that working, doing the working itself opens our hearts and opens our minds, even our subconscious mind, to look for those opportunities to find good even in the very bad, to use ourselves to aid, heal and help others.  I don’t believe we can just light a candle, wish for a million and wake up the next morning with a big bag of cash posted through our door.  What I do believe is we can light a candle, wish for a million and over the next few weeks be presented with opportunities in career / job, living / accommodation, relationships and much more a wealth of opportunities that could lead to that abundance of money if you work hard and take every opportunity created by you making that decision.  The act of lighting the candle is simply symbolic that you did this thing to mark your intentions for what it is you want in order for you to actively look for the results and other things to happen but ultimately it’s your decision and your choices to take the bull by the horns and go for it.  That’s not to say that you won’t wake up with a million shoved through your letterbox..  I suppose in some weird twist of fate it could happen.  But another point to consider here is also greed in that!  Wish for money, wish for abundance, wish for a better financial situation but do you really need a million?  Will a few thousand not buy you your house, get you out of debt and put you and your family in a comfortably living situation?  People say to me if magick is real and I believe in it and I practice it then why am I still disabled unable to work coping with multiple illnesses/disabilities?  To which I don’t have an answer but I can tell you that through magick I’m still alive, it’s given me faith and something to believe in, work with/for, have, teach, do..  And my practice is rewarded when I'm offered medical opportunities and medication to improve my situation the best we can right now.  It’s taught me things and that alone to me is magick.  It’s given me the strength to keep fighting and keep trying.

So we believe..  We have some tools and ingredients (or not).  Where do we start to practice?

For me I won’t say jump into casting a circle, summon some ancient being and have a tea party while cursing your enemies.  Seems a bit of a leap..  and not something you should ever do!!  But each to their own.  Perhaps start with simple things.  Next week, as said, I plan to do a blog on everyday magick looking at some of the more basic and mundane things that everyone can do.  I mentioned this in my last few blogs that practicing doesn’t need all these tools and items, an altar.. etc.  My practice may look elaborate with all this stuff as seen on my instagram @ instagram.com/missimoinsane but believe me deep down I know I just need the very basics and myself.  So start with simple things like stirring your morning tea/coffee clockwise while wishing for positive influences all day or anticlockwise while wishing your tiredness away so you can focus on the day ahead.  While bathing at night hold your hands over the water and ask that this water washes away all the negativity you’ve accumulated throughout the day, even add salt to purify if you wish (Epsom salt is especially good and has additional relaxation and health benefits!) – this could be a sink of water, bowl of water or bath etc..  Prayer is such a simple and easy one pray for the health and safety of others, light a candle in respect of that.  Practice some of those protection workings.  Grab yourself a book (Elemental Encyclopedia of 2000 Spells is a good place to start.. huge heavy hardback, hard to hide!  But they do have a 500 paperback version that’s smaller) there’s a few spells there..  Or you could get a book that’s more of an initiation into a craft/practice such as Wicca.  One book particular is the big orange Wicca A Year And A Day 366 book by Timothy Roderick.  (BE WARNED the book requires you to purchase items for the practice which comes with quite a hefty priced shopping list!!  Yes you can substitute some of those candles for smaller ones or white if you can’t find the colour you need but still pricey!!  I took it upon myself to write a blog with the shopping list contents: HERE!!)  Which is a great book for beginners (even if you want to be a witch and not wiccan it’s still a good book for you!) there’s a new page or two for each day giving you tasks and teaching various workings including giving you more details on various things such as grounding and meditation.

So you’re practicing?  Good!

How do you write your own workings?  It’s actually a lot easier than people think and can be done in multiple ways. 

Words:
First note that if you’re adding words, like a speech you don’t have to make it rhyme it doesn’t have to be a poem.  But if that’s what you like then there are many books and even phone apps and online websites that can help you with rhyming words and/or poetry.  Words don’t have to be complicated they just have to be accurate and heart felt; say what you mean and what you want.  Does it need to be spoken aloud?  No!  Sometimes people feel very self-conscious as is without talking to themselves too.  So saying the words aloud in your head to yourself is still putting those words out there just not literally aloud.  Equally you can whisper, I know a girl who finds whispering magickal and says her words are carried in a whisper by the winds.  Others feel the need to stand on top of hills, cliffs, mountains and scream and shout their words to the world.

Tools:
Tools are not needed; but they’re sure fun to have!!  Your index finger of your more dominant hand can be the best wand.   Or for me I use my whole hand, I have a wand I just prefer to use my hand.  Tools can be sourced from things you have around the house.. cups, knives, sticks, bowls etc..  But can also be sourced and/or made from various places and various materials.

Ingredients:
Use what you have, what you can find, what you can swap, etc..  Don't spend silly money if a working requires X which will cost you silly money to import a tiny bit that might not even make it through customs..  Don't risk it.  There's many alternatives for every ingredient you would need.  I will go on to explain changing ingredients..

Grounding, Casting Circles, Meditation etc:
Do you need to?  Well it depends who you ask but if you're asking me then no, at least not for everything!  Do what feels right to you!  Some people take a long blessed bath complete with some salts and essential oils to purify themselves.  They then smudge their spaces.  They call the quarters (elements, deity, spirits, guides etc etc) and cast a circle of protection making sure they have everything they will need so as not to break the circle and step outside of it.  Their practices are long drawn out events sometimes repeated daily, weekly, monthly, yearly etc..  Their practices are deep and well constructed ritualistic / sacred events.  Whereas other people just light a candle and say a few words.  Do what you feel is right, although when inviting spirits and such forth even benevolent ones I'd always cast a circle and exercise some cautions before and after.  Seek information on smudging, ringing of bells or chimes and similar.  Also some people prefer to not eat before a practice to increase their vibrations and eat after as part of a grounding and restoring your energy.  You'll figure out what works best for you.

Using a pre-existing spell or other workings:
Always do your research so lets start with you bought a book that has a spell in it, found one on the internet or your friend/family/coven passed one down to you.  First believe in it or it will never work; remember open heart and open mind.  Second just because it worked for someone else doesn’t mean it will work for you.  Like how not all people gel well with all forms of divination, not all people have the same psychic abilities and/or intuitions and not all people are going to get on with all forms of workings and types of work.  One person who works primarily casts their spells with herbs could be terrible with candles magick, water etc etc.. and visa versa.  

But you have this recipe, let's say it’s a spell.  So option 1 use the spell as is and see what happens (making notes is always great to have a journal or a computer or notebook or phone or something where you can keep notes – what you did, what you changed, moon phase, day of the week, ingredients, how you did it, did it work, your thoughts and feelings).  Option 2 you see what the spell contains and see how you can change it to make it your own.  Does it call for a blue candle but you feel a green candle would work better, does it call for sage but you can’t get any where you live and can substitute it for frankincense resin or palo santo wood.  Option 3 completely rewrite the spell using your words, your ingredients, things you made, include other things, turn it from a big complex spell to a much simpler or visa versa.  Be creative.  It’s not difficult and as said in my last blog a basic knowledge of say 10 herbs and 10 stones will give you a little insight.  Revisit the blog I wrote about colours how can you use colours be it candles, stones, feathers, yarn, clay, beads or other objects.

Creating your own recipes:
How to write your own working from scratch?  This becomes a little harder than say altering one but works very much on the same principles.  First you have to decide what it is you wish to achieve.  (Having a working notebook is fantastic for this.)  Second write down some of the items you might like to include.  Third research those items and see if their properties work together with your intentions or clash, see if they work well with others – especially if you’re making say incense or an oil you want scents that work together.  If you’re making something a little more dangerous like tinctures maybe consult some professional information.  Remember what I said in my other blog post how some herbs, resins, bark, spices, flowers etc etc can be poisonous to humans, cats and/or other animals when inhaled or ingested or even when come in contact with the skin.  Fourth get to making.. do your working / practice and see what happens.  Making notes helps you to change things up for next time or know how to repeat.  Repeat and have enough repetitive successes?  Why not add those to your Book of Shadows as your personal recipes?  Have fun and explore!


Note.  Recipies are the ingredients used and how much but also when some days, dates, astrological events, moon phases etc have great effects on your workings.  Recipes may also refer to things being measured in "parts" please refer to my blog about herbs, stones, oils etc for information on what "parts" mean in recipes ie "one part X to two parts Z".  Recipes this can include anything from stones used, herbs, incense, objects, colour of candles, candle shapes etc..


Next week I’ll be looking more closely at Magickal Housekeeping and Everyday Practical Magick.


Finally I just wish to say that you're never too old or too young to learn / practice.  You're never too old or too young to have a mentor, teacher, join a coven etc.  Asking for help, assistance, advice is recommended even if you're the most introverted or solitary witches.  These days there's 100s if not 1000s of Facebook groups and Forum based apps like Amieno.  As well as the Instagram community and the YouTube community.

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Book Activity..

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Sunday April 22nd's prompts No.21. Magickal Housekeeping and Everyday Practical Magick.