Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Sunday, 10 December 2017

BoS Prompts 4: Tree of Life / Grounding / Meditation / Whiteroom / Prayer


Prompt 4. Sunday 10th December 2017 - The 4th prompt will be...  Tree of Life / Grounding / Meditation / Whiteroom / Prayer

Todays read is based on physical activity; which can be as short or long as you make it!!  I, as a disabled person, will also be including some physically disabled alternatives to the physical activities.  I also encourage everyone/you to do more research and find what works best for them/you!!

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P4A:  What is The Tree of Life:
The tree of life has both a physical and metaphysical meaning.  The symbol of the tree is rooted in many different religions, cultures and beliefs throughout history.  I thought I would touch on a few of those here..


Credits:  As Above So BelowFour SeasonsMother NatureCeltic Knot Tree and Garden of Eden Tree


As a Witch and/or Pagan it is most likely you will have come across the phrase "as above so below" or at least the symbol of the tree and roots which if turned upside down still reflects the tree and its roots.  The concept of this being "That which is Below corresponds to that which is Above, and that which is Above, corresponds to that which is Below, to accomplish the miracles of the One Thing." - European Alchemist Hermes Trismegistus and the Emerald Tablet.  

Trees can also be a rather a strong visual as most don't see roots which are as strong if not stronger than the leafy branches above but a tree needs both in order to grow and survive. (live).  This symbolism could also have associations with 'out of sight out of mind' but still manifests and grows to become what it is to be.


The tree of life can also be a symbol of the four seasons and their respected associated elements - as the tree shows the 4 different annual stages.  - That said I somewhat do enjoy the element associations given here www.universeofsymbolism.com/tree-of-life-meaning.html


Another example is the tree symbolises Mother Earth (is the symbol of) which is not just a symbol of nature but also a connection to ancestors of old, the spirit world and a representation of the journey of spiritual development and growth. 


The Celtic tree, or the Celtic knot Tree of Life, has branches that reach into the sky and roots that dig into the earth and round joining together as a symbol of balance and harmony in all things, particularly when all things are in balance and harmony with nature.


As said trees are a symbol in many religions another example would be in the Bible.  The Bible tells us of the tree in the Garden of Eden.  A tree symbolised as holy divine tree which was shown bearing fruit that was said to give eternal life. This tree, and it's fruit, was/is thought of as sacred.


This is but a few examples of tree of life and tree symbolism.  I encourage you to research other meanings and beliefs. 




Physical Activity:
1.Research other tree meanings, symbolism and beliefs. Optional - types of trees and their magickal properties.

2.Find yourself a tree (any type - preferably a big tree with at least the same circumference as a human adult) and study it. What does it look like? feel? smell? - Hug the tree, take pictures, pastel/graphite rubbings, take a fallen leaf home and dry/flower press it.. - bonus if you opted to do TipToeChick's element days (as mentioned last week) this could be your getting to know Earth Element day!


Book Activity:
Draw and/or write about The Tree of Life and / or tree symbolism and / or any tree research you did.  You may want to add a photo (acid free paper), rubbing, pressed leaf and / or journal about your experience.  - Alternatively you could add this media to your earth element pages from last week!




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P4B:  What is Grounding / Grounding Meditation:
Grounding is an essentially an activity that connects you energetically to the earth. It helps us become balanced and centered while we are firmly planted and connected to the earth.  It is a basic meditation practice and often a requirement after spiritual practice / magickal working that consumes our energies.

"Grounding allows you to be more authentically in your body, in the present moment, and receive nourishing energy" - Marilyn O’Malley   I honestly reccomended you read her Article 'How to Ground Yourself and Why' - https://www.huffingtonpost.com/marilyn-omalley/how-to-ground-yourself-an_b_10200774.html



Physical Activity:

1.Take a trip outside (or inside) into nature this could be a field, woods, forest, beach or even your back-garden!!  Once you have found a peaceful spot where you won't be disturbed sit down cross legged (if able, if not find yourself a comfortable chair/seat or sit with your legs straight out - whatever is most comfortable for yourself) and as you sit imagine your spine extending downward as if it were forming roots which are now growing down your from your spine, down into the ground much like roots of a tree.  As the roots grow down feel the connection between yourself and the earth growing as though the two are now one.  Feel the connection develop and centre yourself over time which will give heightened experiences to your higher self, people, other beings and things.

Additional disabled note – you do not have to be in nature, a comfortable chair or bed with a creative imagination will suffice although if this exercise seems a little harder indoors perhaps play some nature sounds, light outdoor scented incense and open a window to create the ambiance..  

2.Note this is just one way in which we can ground ourselves - Again I encourage you to study further and see what feels right to you.

Book Activity:
Optional - Journal how to ground yourself; what works best for you.. Thoughts.. Feelings..   


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P4C:  What is Meditation:
While many different religions incorporate meditation into their practice meditation itself is not bound to nor is specifically a part of any religion; it is a science, this  means the process of meditation follows a particular order, has definite principles, and produces results that can be verified.

Meditation is a precise technique done to achieve a calm resting of the mind.  This is done to attaining a state of consciousness that is different from the normal state of waking mind.  Meditation is done to reach different levels of ourselves and to experience the center of consciousness within.   This is a calming of the mind and body is often done to help focus / concentration / balance.


There's multiple ways to physically achieve meditation; most often this is done by sitting cross legged upon the floor.  Sometimes sitting is upon a cushion (or a zafu), mat such as a yoga mat, chair or other comfortable surface (as a disabled person I usually sit or lay in bed).  Something the sitting is not always cross legged, something the sitting is replaced by kneeling or lying down. 



(Feel free to skip my personal experience story!) 
My Whiteroom Meditation
In my experience I seriously struggle with meditation.  It often makes me feel physically sick / nauseated, dizzy, very uncomfortable, it can be quite stressful and 9/10 I can't reach the desired goal while meditating in most of the more common ways.  - I don't know if this is because of my physical disabilities, pain etc or illnesses: anxiety, depression, fibromyalgia and what ever else I may have going on!
That said I do seem to achieve my goals with my whiteroom meditation which I have done since I can ever remember - even before my Pagan / Witch days, before I even knew what meditation was and in all honest I didn't even know it was a thing!!  I just thought it was something I do to help me process things before I sleep. 
So let me start by saying it's different for most people.  And for me my whiteroom is just that.
To achieve this I get ready for bed, lay down in bed and clear my mind as best I can. I focus on my whiteroom and the things in it which are certain object in my whiteroom..
  • To the immediate left is a table; sometimes there are things on it and sometimes it is empty and sometimes it's decorated based on the season/holiday..
  • Past the table is a tall cupboard I use to use to store all my memories I wanted to be able to access later.  Good and bad sorted into bins.
  • In front of that cupboard is now a large dead tree - this is now blocking access to the cupboard. - I can't remove the tree.
  • Beyond that is just whiteness.
  • Back at my starting point to the right is just more vast whiteness.
  • Straight ahead from my starting point is more vast whiteness and far in the distance is a large tall oak tree and the silhouette of batman and catwoman.
These are the things always in my white room.  My whiteroom is a place I go to before I sleep I can not wake up from this room I can only leave to go into a literal sleep and then wake from that.  During the time in my whiteroom I am able to achieve varying mediation, I am able to find answers, achieve my higherself and on two occasions something I'm questioning as astral projection.  This room enables me to make decisions, see things more clearly.  Sometimes new things will be in the room and sometimes these things stay until they're dealt with and other times they become a familiar features of my whiteroom.

Physical Activity:
1.Research more about meditation.

2.Practice meditation.

Book Activity:
Optional - Journal about meditation; what works best for you.. Thoughts.. Feelings..   





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P4D:  What is Prayer:
Prayer is actually very subjective to the religion and the individual, while I advise you again research prayer..  I just wanted to touch on some food for thought of this here and how this relates to Pagan Practices and/or Witchcraft.  

When we think of prayer I'm sure most of us have some kind of image of hands together, silently asking God for assistance, help, to make something happen, a wish, a blessing..  Surely that act is exactly what we do when we do when we do a spell, working, ritual etc..  It is putting our intentions out there for some higher being to assist.  Be it God, Goddess, Ancestors, Elements, Divine, Our higherself..  Or some other..  You may even, while studying, come across some different practices and styles of prayer which may including tools such as rosary beads.. (a blog on that later in this series!)



Physical Activity:
1.Research more about prayer and similar practices - how does it relate to you?

2.Optional - Practice.





Book Activity:
Optional - Journal about prayer or concepts and workings; what is your thoughts, are there any practices you like and may now apply to your life, works best for you.. Etc




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Next weeks prompts No.5 - Sabbats & Wheel of The Year.

Wednesday, 13 September 2017

Personal - My Ghostly Experience History! (let's talk?)

Witchy Wednesday - Today I had planned to do a video witchy haul of all the bits I have got over the past few weeks. - But medically I'm just not well enough so putting a pin in that 📍 and apologies!! That said I thought I'd bring you this blog post! 

Divination: Spirit Dice. Session 4. 
The first three felt like they would turn even the most stubborn non believer into the poster child for believers. As an empath at a lot of points there were a lot of strange emotions which did not feel like my own but deeply affected me, the first session even gave me the most terrible headache which disappeared upon the second session.   A few nights ago I decided to embark, the same way as before, into session 4 only I got nothing. I didn't feel anything, all the answers were absolutely nonsense and I felt a very different feeling to the times before when the answers you would have swore I had 'fixed' they were so uncanny..!

This has lead me on a path to explore 'how would one know if they had, or hadn't, made a spiritual connection?'  - During all my years I've never been good with spirit communications, by this I mean I have never been 'ok' with the idea of them. And mostly avoided any tools or 'things' that would connect me to them - for fear. Otherwise known as ignorance! 


My Ghostly Experience History. 


Today in my opinion as a child I had a best friend; who was a ghost.. However in my mums opinion I had an imaginary friend called Susanne. I was age 3 - 5 when we lived in our semi detached house in Leigh, Greater Manchester (England). I don't remember how it started... I just remember points of that time.. Her name was Susanne (a name of which was very unlikely I had come across at that time and even if I had it would most likely have been shortened to Sue). Looking back now I remember her as what I would now say was a victorian child aged around 6 years old with golden curls falling down from her bonnet and a sad expression. She would do things.. Things which would get me in trouble like paint my carpet with dad's expensive model paints or things I can't explain like fly me over the two (impossible to open or climb over) baby gates and down the stairs to the sofa to attempt to watch TV around 5/6am frequently. Furthermore never would she be around when we left the house - like she would be in the car until the car got off the driveway then she would be gone!  She was never at Nanna's, Grandma's, School, Friend's houses or anywhere other than that house.. Though she would disappear at night (and night time I didn't feel safe). The day we moved house I never saw her again. I have often thought of going back to that house.. Only.. It isn't there any more.. Just this weird space.. 


As a child, same house, I had such a fear of ghosts (especially at night) - one night, I must have been 4 or 5, I awoke in the middle of the night to find myself in complete darkness and silence (because ghosts can't get you if the light is on, tv or music playing - bless my younger self!!) I ran down stairs, Dad was up watching Formula1 / Grand Prix racing. I explained why I was scared to which he muted the TV, stood up and walked over to our record player he put on a vinyl record and proceeded to say "this man is dead, so how is it we can hear his voice?" To which I confidentiality replied "Easy! He recorded it when he was alive!" To which my Dad said "EXACTLY! And that's all ghost are they're just recording of people who were once alive!" - This for me was acceptable and somewhat cured my ghostly phobias and fears for a good number of years or at least until my teens. 

During my teens my ghostly history took a different turn. Before, to my knowledge, I had only dealt with benevolent beings though at age 13 a freak ouija board incident which made more rational me such a believer..  It made me scared of my fireplace and almost cost me my best friend at that time. I was so taken back by it that it scared me into research and ultimately is how I found out about witchcraft, wicca and paganism etc and thus this path!! During that time I tried to block out the things in the corner of my eye, those unexplained eerie feelings, those obvious fears based on too much TV, film.. ghost documentaries.. It had an effect on my anxiety and depression which at the age of 14 I was medicated as having manic depression (what they now call bipolar).  Over time it was almost like I had forgotten about my deep fears and I was left with those usual irrational fears people have of noises in the middle of the night, and dark alleyways or back streets in the dark, that unpleasant gut feeling or knowing.. 

A 'friend' I met when I was 16 enabled me to see horrible traumatic things, things no one else could see. I didn't deal with these things too well although I would blog about these things in poem form, poems titled things like "the girl at the bottom of my bed", "the boy hanging from the tree" even one titled "the night at the slaughterhouse". My family who saw my blog seeked professional help for me fearing further / worse mental health issues,  I ended up in counselling therapy as well as moving to be with different family members due to other issues at that time but was already being medicated for depression. Later when I was 16.. 16th September 2005 to be exact my boyfriend killed himself. From that I just didn't deal well with much of anything, I blocked off everything for fear of what I might see and to this day (I'm now 28) I haven't seen anything.. while signs and feelings have been made present I'm thinking perhaps now is the time to open the door and become educated and learn..?!

BB Imogen x 

 Any thoughts? Experiences? Book recommendations? - I would love people to talk too about this!